Question:
I woke up this morning mad. I'm mad at the guy I have been sleeping with. He won't answer any of my calls. I'm mad that it's a possibility he could have given me herpes. Thinking back on it, my symptoms didn't occur until after I had sex with him.

It frusturates me that I can't talk to him. I need to know if he knew he had herpes and never told me. I need to know if he was sleeping with other girls while with me and got it. I need to know, I have to know.

I guess I'm just mad that he's not there for me and I can't get any answers from him.

I still miss him. We were never officially boyfriend and girlfriend, but I still cared for him a lot. I fell in love with him. Even after numerous times of telling me he didn't want a relationship, I still saw him. It's been a year now that I have known him and been sleeping with him. How could he not have feelings for me?? How could he not care about me?? I guess I just can't let him go. I've tried so many times before. It's funny that I used to joke around with my older sister saying if I keep seeing him I might get herpes. Now it really is true. I asked him once how many partners he has had. He couldn't give me a number, just said it has been a lot of girls. I should have ended it then.

I'm all confused inside. I know that there is no point in trying to save what I had with him, but somehow I really do want to save it. Maybe I keep thinking that he'll finally say he wants to be with me. I don't know. All I know is that I want to be with him.

This is so hard! Trying to deal with having herpes, getting over a guy, and starting my first semester of college on Monday. I'm so stressed out! I don't know how I can start school on Monday. I'm already stressed out from trying to manage my finances. Huh, I guess I just have to realize that I have to concentrate on myself right now.

My friend called me today. She wants me to go to a party with her tonight, but I don't feel like having a social life right now. I don't know if I'll be able to have fun if I go tonight. I had to put on a happy face yesterday night when I went out for my younger sister's birthday.

I just want to stay home and cry. :cry:

Answer:
ok pretend he actually talks to you- and says no i didnt know i had herpes, no i dont have it, no i wasnt sleeping with anyone else.
what is that going to do for you? your still in the same position just going to ask who might it be...............

so there comes a point in your life where you just have to say, ok this is what i have, this is what im going to do with my life now, no regreats, im not going to let this bring me down, im going to work through this and let it make me a better person.