Question:
Hello. I just joined this forum because I have met a woman I really like who recently informed me she has herpes. I do not. I am seeking advice and help.

She said she has never infected anyone. She is in her early 40s and has has had herpes for nearly 20 years and rarely has oubreaks anymore. She said she can always tell when she's about to have an outbreak because of the way it feels. I believe everything she has told me. My questions: If you begin to shed before an outbreak, are you always able to detect it? Do condoms offer protection if there is not an outbreak and a person is shedding? Are the instances of women infecting men any less than men infecting women? I have just started to learn about herpes and I apologize if my questions have a tone of ignorance.

I can tell this has affected her self-esteem her entire adult life and I would like to know what I can do make her feel like she is sexy and beautiful and lovable, in direct and and indirect ways.

To sum up, I am looking for any help and guidance with this and appreciate any time you can devote to answering this post. This relationship has great potential.

Thank you.

Answer:
Hi Dieppe,
Welcome!
thanks for your post. you asked some good questions...
If you begin to shed before an outbreak, are you always able to detect it? I don't know if it's possible to detect when shedding, as I think that can actually be happening any time. (there's a 2% chance of transmittion when asymptomatically shedding) But it IS possible for most people to feel when an OB is coming... and this is when it's most likely to be tranmitted Do condoms offer protection if there is not an outbreak and a person is shedding? Yes, the chance of transmittion decreases with condom use. Are the instances of women infecting men any less than men infecting women? yes. It's more likely for a man to infect a woman.
I can tell this has affected her self-esteem her entire adult life and I would like to know what I can do make her feel like she is sexy and beautiful and lovable, in direct and and indirect ways. Being accepting and understanding and supportive is going to help her a ton. You are probably making her feel good by doing this and educating yourself. Herpes doesn't define who she is, and you knowing that will be a good reminder to her that she is beautiful.
Good luck!

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gee...i hope the guy i am dating has the same kind of reaction that you do dieppe. i would love a guy to be that supportive. its good to know they are out there.... :wink:

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I would also like to add that you really are a sweet guy. You have good, valid questions. I myself am no expert, and can't give you an expert anwser to your medical/biological questions, but I would like to suggest for making her feel better... just be your normal self, be kind, loving, charming, romantic, understanding.... and NEVER, EVER try to make her feel bad for having herpes. That's about all you can do. If her self-esteem is low, that is something only she will be able to work through. You can't fix that, she must do that on her own. You aren't responsible for her own personal feelings. Maybe offer for her to see a counselor for that issue. (it may or may not be a result of having herpes...she's had it for 20 years now, right?).

I think it's great that you are educating yourself on this issue. I hope you two are able to have a good relationship. Herpes, afterall, really isn't that big of deal in the whole scheme of life.

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Our relationship has kind of fallen apart now. She will not let me get too close. Everytime we take a step in that direction, she pushes me away. I learned she had an awful time with Herpes when she first contracted it 20 years ago. Frequent outbreaks that were very severe. She said she contracted it from a one-night stand in the early 1980s, then the guy denied he had it.

It fits in with her life, in which she has fulfilled the role of victim to some extent. She never had children because she was afraid she would have an outbreak during delivery. She has never married, and she is a real beauty and intelligent and talented and successful in her career and other areas of life.

I do believe she is very scared that she will infect me; I am a sensual, sexual man and I think she sees risk every time we are intimate. I also believe it is the main reason she suffers such low self-esteem and is so threatened by other women in my life or former girlfriends who live hundreds of miles away.

I have educated myself about Herpes. I know the risks of having unprotected sex with her. I don't look at Herpes as some type of curse she has, and she knows that. I always want to have sex with her. But there is a paradox in that if she keeps pushing me away, then I am more hesitant to expose myself to the risk of infection. If our relationship were heading down the path to marriage and being together permanantly, I would be willing to accept the risk.

We have not seen each other for about two weeks now. I guess I will just wait to see if she comes back to me. I know on the surface she figures I'm out romancing someone else -- that's her self-esteem talking -- but underneath I'm sure she knows that's not me.

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I am also happy that there is a guy like you still out there. I am push guys away to when I feel they are getting too close. You give me hope that someone would love me despite my faults.

Good Luck to you Both

I hope you Guys work it out