Question:
It was December, 12, 2005 when I was masturbating?And I notice small white bumps underneath my penis? I thought they were normal.. It didn?t hurt or anything.. So I went to the Internet and I type the word ?Herpes.? I Started to look at all the images of herpes.. And they were so gross.. I went on to read some information.. When I notice that you get red bumps on the first outbreak.. So on that day.. I started to panic.. And I am pretty sure,I had those white bumps before December 12. Because before I masturbated, when I finish masturbating I had this feeling in the head of my penis.. So I said to myself.. I better stop masturbating.. So on that day, I panic. I panic for a least a week.. I went to my job as normal.. But at my job I was thinking about it most of the time.. Just thinking the worst.. I came home, again I started to find more information about herpes.. But inside of me something just didn?t sound right.. So now is January, 2 of 2006 and I still have this white bumps underneath my penis.. The symptoms that I felt on December 12 were. The head of my penis started to itch I felt my testicles.. Like swallow.. It hurt when I went to the restroom and pee.. I just had this sensation of wanting to pee all the time.. The pee, came out really yellow. The bumps haven?t hurt a bit.. I don?t feel no itching or no pain.. Sometimes the head of my penis itches.. But that?s when I have a lot of water inside of me.. Once I go to the restroom and release the water.. Nothing starts to hurt.. Everything is normal.. But What I am really concerned is that.. 14 months ago.. I receive un procted oral sex from a girl.. Then again a year ago.. I receive some oral sex from another girl.. And at the beginning I didn?t felt no itching or anything. Everything was normal.. And that?s where I am really confused I am afraid to go and see a Doctor, but I know I have to go and do it sometime.. But I would really like your opinions about this..[/b]

Answer:
Do you still need help?

Angela :wink:

Answer:
Well Angela, I really appreaciate you worrying about my situation. I finally went to see two different Urologist, they suggested that those white bumps were skin normal. And I did had a test for every STD, which all came back negative, including HIV. One doctor believe that I was getting this burning in my uretha from eating lots of spices. But he gave me some antibiotics, which I feel much better. This experience has educate me and to help others, in their situations. But Like i said before I feel much better and I would really like to do everything to help others who are HSV 2 and HSV 1 positive. And If you are Herpes Positive, I suggest that u dont give out. I know that people sometimes feels frustrated with a great anxiety. But others feel normal, with a great hope to continue living their normal lifes.