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Scared to DeaTH PLEEEEZe offer kindness (sort of gross...)
Question: Ok want to hear how the worst day of my life started??? A few days ago I felt 3 bumps on the outside of my vagina near my buttocks. They were painfull and itched, I started to freak out immediatly. I put some ice on them as that seemed like the logical thing to do. The next day MORE bumps painfull as hell everywhere and I strt to notice that my eyeballs ache!! Thats right my freakin eyeballs ache!!! Has this ever happened to anyone??? They ache really bad to look down or up, I need to ice my eyes constantly, OK also my whole body hurts like I ran a marathon ( I sure as heck didnt) , my eyesight is blurring, my head is pounding and my entire vaginal area is now swollen and untouchable. Also here is the gross part my vagina is pouring some watery odorless liquid, like a lot of it, it is COMPLETLY odorless and literally the consistency of water...??? ANyone else had this???I have been sitting eating girl scout cookies and crying for two days. I know its herpes. I just know is. Im guessing my ex gave it to me, Ok I cant even touch down below to see how many bumps there are or look with a mirror cuz I will pass out from the sight I just know it.... PLEASE Help... I think I may have a panic attack tomorow when I have to go to my gyno I have an appt, and show her, she will not believe it. Im embarassed to show her. How soon will this crap go away, when willmy eyes stop feeling like they want to pop out of my head???? Please offer any advice, I sit here with an ice pack on over my sweats and pop lysine 3x a day and want to die... Im sure the girl scout cookies are not helping but Im trying not to smoke I assume that would not help, and a bath was to depressing cuz being naked is just unpleasant. Oh yeah did I meniton I make my living as a lingerie /bathing suit model... what if this shit spreads OVER MY WHOLE BODY ... is that possible... I read some posts that indicate it is...? God please pray for me. S also Im dating a guy and have been for the last month or so and we are using condoms so it cant be from him, I have told him I have the flu so I dont have to see him, should I tell him the truth??? Whyyyy ME??? Answer: go to the gyno!! if it is herpes, which is what it sounds like from the bumps (i've never had some of the symptoms you described, though i'm sure others have), you need to get on meds. the first outbreak is usually the worst. the two herpes virus' prefer to reside in either the mouth(herpes 1) or the genitals (herpes 2). so, if you do get it all over your body, it's likely that that won't happen every time you have an OB. sugar and caffiene are two big triggers of OB's. lysine is definitely good to take. zinc, cats claw(!!), echinacea, vit c and b-complex are good to take as well. try not to freak out too much(i know, impossible); that triggers OB's too! the pains you're having may be the virus travelling through your nervous system; the herpes virus travels through your nerves to reach the places that it pops up. herpes sucks, but it isn't deadly and you can live with it. you can have an active sex life and enjoy life with herpes. remember that! use this forum for support! Copyright © 2007 - 2008 www.thanktoday.com
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