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Hey guys, So, tomorrow I'm going to be doing the unthinkable.. why? cause I've been praying.. and the more i pray, the more I know that if i'm ever going to be right with God again, I have to ask my parents for help regarding the depression and self abuse that I struggle with.

guys, I'm scared out of my mind.. if ever you considered me a friend, please pray for me tomorrow. This is like, the one thing I wanted to NEVER do, the one thing I was unwilling to give up, unwilling to ever let happen. I know that honestly, I CAN'T DO THIS!!! but I also know God is the God of impossible.. and if He wants me to do it.. He can give me the strangth to..

so yea.. please pray.
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Praying Becky! Im with you on this one.
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Praying for you sweetie. It is a scary thing to do, I've done that recently, but we'll all be praying that your parents are receptive and that God gives you the right words to say to them. Love ya girl.
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I will definitely remember to pray for you repeatedly tomorrow, Becky.
In His love,
Nate
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thanks guys, I apreciate it. right now it hurts like crazz, I can't stop thinking about it. I'm just so frightend., gahness, i feel stupid for being this way, but I can't make it go away.
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Originally Posted by Becky thanks guys, I apreciate it. right now it hurts like crazz, I can't stop thinking about it. I'm just so frightend., gahness, i feel stupid for being this way, but I can't make it go away.
Girl, you KNOW I'll be praying! I'm so glad you're doing the right thing. I love you Becky, you may as well be my sister! and I'll support you no matter what. give me a call whenever you need to.
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Becky, I will be praying for you!

Blessings,
Nathan
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super is over. I am going to go to my room and pray, and then, by the time I come down, my parents should be finished eating... and then. I will talk to them.

I feel stronger some how right now. I'm still scared. but I'm going to push through it. please be praying, thanks
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Praying right now:
For strength and courage for you
For wisdom and discernment for your parents
For appropriate words to be spoken
For understanding
For love
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Originally Posted by Becky I feel stronger some how right now.
My church was praying for you about 20 minutes before you posted this, Becky.
In His love,
Nate
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I DID IT!!!
*throws confettie*

wow, that was so hard. and I KNOW full well that I reacted to that totally different then I normally would have. That whole situation was deffinatlly bathed in prayer, and it was obveous.


The situation stands like this:

1. Every day my parents and I are going to pray together.
2. My parents are going to help me get something set up with a woman I can trust who is spiritually strong, and who is wise, and we will see how that works out.
3. My dad and I are going to start excersising together again
4. they are going to be more understanding regarding a few things
5. they will be asking the questions

so..... that's how it stands right now. gosh, that was sooo hard!!! but I don't know.. there was such confusion cause they were busy and sarah and Rach were in that room.. and then suddenly they weren't any more.. and I was sitting at the computer and I just KNEW that NOW was the time to aproche them.. I could feel it pushing me.. so I got up and went. And I got them to set aside there work, and I talked to them using my notes, and then we just talked. Having those notes to look at worked REALLY well. I felt ok while talking to them.. I wasn't afraid like I had been earlyer.

thanks so much for the prayers guys. guess we'll see how things go over the next couple of days.
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I never doubted you for a moment!!! You're awesome Becky.
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heh, trust me, it wasn't me.. I couldn't have done that.. But God did that it was all Him!
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Originally Posted by Becky I DID IT!!!
*throws confettie*

wow, that was so hard. and I KNOW full well that I reacted to that totally different then I normally would have. That whole situation was deffinatlly bathed in prayer, and it was obveous.


The situation stands like this:

1. Every day my parents and I are going to pray together.
2. My parents are going to help me get something set up with a woman I can trust who is spiritually strong, and who is wise, and we will see how that works out.
3. My dad and I are going to start excersising together again
4. they are going to be more understanding regarding a few things
5. they will be asking the questions

so..... that's how it stands right now. gosh, that was sooo hard!!! but I don't know.. there was such confusion cause they were busy and sarah and Rach were in that room.. and then suddenly they weren't any more.. and I was sitting at the computer and I just KNEW that NOW was the time to aproche them.. I could feel it pushing me.. so I got up and went. And I got them to set aside there work, and I talked to them using my notes, and then we just talked. Having those notes to look at worked REALLY well. I felt ok while talking to them.. I wasn't afraid like I had been earlyer.

thanks so much for the prayers guys. guess we'll see how things go over the next couple of days.
feel relieved at all?
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Originally Posted by Becky heh, trust me, it wasn't me.. I couldn't have done that.. But God did that it was all Him!
I can't tell you the number of times I have looked back in the last few years and gone " no way, there is no possible way I was able to do that" Isn't God wonderful???? Just keep trusting in Him and you will be amazed what " you " can do.