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Please please pray for me I have been thinking alot of doing it....I feel as if no one loves me people tell me they do but I never can say the same....I haven't seen my friends in 8 months I have only talked to them online.I have no social life besides from online.My Brothers and Sisters never really want to do anything with me..... I am the nineth Child and my nexted sibbling up is 18 thats a big gap. I need a hug.
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I am sorry to hear that, Hudson. Can you share this with an adult around you? Do you have a pastor or teacher, if not a parent? These kinds of thoughts need to be taken very seriously. The first five minutes of the first time you open up are the hardest, but the relief that follows is well worth it.
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Talk to your parents. Your parents love you, even if you don't feel like they do. Sometimes it is hard with such a large family, but if were to commit suicide, you would never know the pain and agony you would inflict on your family. Do you realize how much your parents would miss you, or how your family would have a huge hole, because you weren't there to fill it?
My cousin committed suicide two years ago, and our family is STILL dealing with the aftermath of it. His sister has had massive therapy because of it, and she still is having a lot of problems. That one action would create a pain that would last your family a lifetime. I agree that suicide is one of the most selfish things you could ever do, and it is also one of the most devestating things you could do. Most suicides come as a shock to parents because they have no clue you are feeling the way you do. Seriously, just tell your parents you are feeling this way, and they will let you know that they love you.
Six years ago, after starting college, I felt the same way, and I got up the courage to tell my mom. My mom was crushed, because she didn't know that I felt like I wasn't as important to her and my dad as my other sisters were. My relationship with my parents is still undergoing healing, but I was so relieved that they finally knew how I felt, and they mad a conscious effort to make sure I KNEW that they loved me. My sisters even started opening up to me, and my friends were happy that I had gotten help, and hadn't done the worst possible thing, ending my life, before I knew how they really felt about me.
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Originally Posted by luvinjesus Talk to your parents. Your parents love you, even if you don't feel like they do. Sometimes it is hard with such a large family, but if were to commit suicide, you would never know the pain and agony you would inflict on your family. Do you realize how much your parents would miss you, or how your family would have a huge hole, because you weren't there to fill it?
My cousin committed suicide two years ago, and our family is STILL dealing with the aftermath of it. His sister has had massive therapy because of it, and she still is having a lot of problems. That one action would create a pain that would last your family a lifetime. I agree that suicide is one of the most selfish things you could ever do, and it is also one of the most devestating things you could do. Most suicides come as a shock to parents because they have no clue you are feeling the way you do. Seriously, just tell your parents you are feeling this way, and they will let you know that they love you.
Six years ago, after starting college, I felt the same way, and I got up the courage to tell my mom. My mom was crushed, because she didn't know that I felt like I wasn't as important to her and my dad as my other sisters were. My relationship with my parents is still undergoing healing, but I was so relieved that they finally knew how I felt, and they mad a conscious effort to make sure I KNEW that they loved me. My sisters even started opening up to me, and my friends were happy that I had gotten help, and hadn't done the worst possible thing, ending my life, before I knew how they really felt about me.
Awesome advice!
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Hudson, I'll be praying for you. Follow Gwen's advice! There's more love around you than you know.
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Your not the only one. I thought of it because I blamed myself for my fathers suicide. Doing drugs and drinking left and right didn't get me anywhere so I thought about it, but God put someone in my life and pulled me out of the hole I dug myself into. Now Im in THREE praise bands and engaged so its pretty nice to have him in our lives.
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praying.
-In Prayer-
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How are you doing with this Hudson? I continue to pray for you.
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Originally Posted by MtlMom How are you doing with this Hudson? I continue to pray for you.
a little better now.... Im just having some other problem which I am going to post in a new thread.
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It's good to hear you are doing better in this. PM, Write or contact me if you like and we can talk about things anytime.
Our prayers continue with you brother.
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Thank you all but things are in between Horrible and okay so please keep prayer for me.
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i will be praying for you too. always know that we are here for you! feel free to PM me if you want to talk or whatever.
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hey, will pray for you!! just remember that your life has sooo much more value than anything you can know.No matter how you feel, there are people that love you, so much! i don't really have the best advice or anthing, but this is an awesome song by building 4:29
It's written in your eyes
I can see the face you hide
It's getting harder every night
To want to be alive
Thinking thoughts inside your mind
Of leaving us all behind
Leaving us all behind
But you're not quite home yet
You're not quite through
It's not your time yet
He's got a plan for you
There's still a plan for you
It's everywhere you hide
'Cause the shadows follow you
You think you can't escape
But you're running anyway
And you're thoughts all break my heart
There's a chapter left to write
There's a chapter left to write
Won't you run, fly open up your lungs tonight, breathe freedom for the first time in your life
Won't you run, fly, open up your lungs tonight, breathe freedom for the first time in your life

God still, has a plan for your life!
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Originally Posted by heisouronlyhope Thank you all but things are in between Horrible and okay so please keep prayer for me. still praying for you.
-In Prayer-
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Originally Posted by unknown~+~ hey, will pray for you!! just remember that your life has sooo much more value than anything you can know.No matter how you feel, there are people that love you, so much! i don't really have the best advice or anthing, but this is an awesome song by building 4:29
It's written in your eyes
I can see the face you hide
It's getting harder every night
To want to be alive
Thinking thoughts inside your mind
Of leaving us all behind
Leaving us all behind
But you're not quite home yet
You're not quite through
It's not your time yet
He's got a plan for you
There's still a plan for you
It's everywhere you hide
'Cause the shadows follow you
You think you can't escape
But you're running anyway
And you're thoughts all break my heart
There's a chapter left to write
There's a chapter left to write
Won't you run, fly open up your lungs tonight, breathe freedom for the first time in your life
Won't you run, fly, open up your lungs tonight, breathe freedom for the first time in your life

God still, has a plan for your life!
Gwen, that's the perfect song for Hudson.