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Oh no. if you remember me... (whitch alot of yew probably dont) i wrote the "Suicide" post... well the past few weeks i've been doing much better...and i met someone who helped me..who i really cared for,they were hurt to..we were helping eachother. then i remembered my ex boyfriend..the one who killed himself, and how much i missed him so i pushed this new person away...then they were in a horrible car wreck 3 days ago. i feel like no matter how hard i try i will never be ok,.....everytime i feel like i'm starting to heal, when i come outta the dark for just one second and find hope, I think..."what are you doing with someone else ?!? how could you do this to him ? you loved him. it will never be the same." last night while i was lieing in bed i felt something i hadn't felt before...pain and anger all in one... but not how it normally is... i grab a knife and chopped away at myself then i almost stabbed my self...then i remembered everyone here, everything you guys have said.... it's getting worse and i don't know what to do. i feel like god is trying to say something to me, but i don't know what it iz!! i'm scared...i'm scared of myself, i'm scared that the pain will over come me again and i'll do something stupid.... i jus...i dunno what to do anymore..... every second is hard and i jus wanna take a knife and get it over with!!
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Whatever God Is Saying It Will All Work Out In The Long Run... I Know How You Feel... Not Anywhere Near The Extent of What Your Feeling But Trust Me When I Say It God Has A Plan For Your Life... That Plan Doesn't Involve Taking Your Own Life... Just Pray and Believe In Him... Ask Him For A Sign of Why He Is Doing This and He Will Give You One... Ask Him To Help You Through This... Just Trust In Him and He Will Help You...
Also Don't Forget The Entire Clan of }CoG{ Has You In Our Prayers... There Are Many People That Care For You... Not All of Them On This Site... Just Remember... Your Cared For By Many...
}CoG{White

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It is so true! Oh my, do not take your own life, that will not solve anything, that will not take away your problems, it will only cause more.
Believe me when I say that it would be such a loss for you to kill yourself.
It would hurt so many people.
People you don't know, love you. People you don't know, care for you.
You saw it in your last post.
You are important to God, and you are important to others around you.
By killing yourself, you are killing a person who was meant for great things.
And your doing it because YOU want the pain to go away, because YOU hurt.
it will hurt others too.
Please re-consider, think about the choice your making,think about everything
people care for you
God cares about you!
Listen to your heart, not your head. because whatever God is trying to say, he is speaking through your heart, and your head is deciving you big time.
everyone here cares about you. understand that we love you so much broken heart, and it hurts us to see you like this, almost as much as you hurt.
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hey. please listen to what everyone said above. i really think you need to talk to someone about the cutting and the suicide. we will help you as much as we can but someone there could definatley help more. i don't want to see you doing this to yourself. god has a plan and wants you to be happy. try not to push people away. your ex-boyfriend would want you to be happy. to be with someone who will care for you. remember i'm here if you need to talk.
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satan is trying to get you every way he can. Don't let him! Hold on to God. He has an awesome plan for your life, he doesn't want you to throw it away. Stay strong! You should read the book of Job in the Bible, I think you could find a lot in common with Job. Pray instead of cutting yourself. God must something really big in store for you since the devil is oppressing you so bad. God will bring you out of this if you trust Him. He loves you, perfect love drives out fear. You can do all things with God! And if you hang on, you will have eternal life with Him forever in Heaven, but if you don't satan will win. Jesus already suffered for you so you don't have to! Go to Him, He will give you strength.
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Originally Posted by AudioAUnderdog satan is trying to get you every way he can. Don't let him! Hold on to God. He has an awesome plan for your life, he doesn't want you to throw it away. Stay strong! You should read the book of Job in the Bible, I think you could find a lot in common with Job. Pray instead of cutting yourself. God must something really big in store for you since the devil is oppressing you so bad. God will bring you out of this if you trust Him. He loves you, perfect love drives out fear. You can do all things with God! And if you hang on, you will have eternal life with Him forever in Heaven, but if you don't satan will win. Jesus already suffered for you so you don't have to! Go to Him, He will give you strength. he's right. everything he said about god is true. just praying instead of cutting yourself can work but to be honest, it doesnt always. as i said before you might want to tell soemone about htis. they can help you. you can get over this with god's and someone else's help.
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I'll be praying. Losing someone to suicide is one of the hardest things in life. I know this from experience. I have lost friends that way. Killing yourself is only continuing this cycle leaving others to mourn you as you mourn now. I will be praying for you. The fact that you are telling us this shows me that you really don't want to die. I will be praying that God, who is the only one who can heal this touches you with his grace and comfort. I have no words which can comfort you on my own, but there is healing.
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Oh, Broken, I am so sorry to hear what you're going through. Please, find someone who can help you. Find a church, get with the pastor or some kind of Christian counseling, please. I hate that you're going through all this, and I don't want to see you hurt yourself. We're always here for you.
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Oh my! I am so broken for you! It pains me hearing this! But i beleive God is trying to say something to you! He has a plan for you and wants you to know it! Plz rethink about cuttting yourself! Instead pray about what your angry about and ask God why you have this feeling! Its been tons of fun talking to you on here! Your an awsome person and i know you deserve alot more than this! If someone you like comes into your life, dont push them away! Welcome them and make friends with him! What has been done in the past cannot be changed! But you can change the future for a good way!
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God is testing you, your faith, satan is trying to the best of you. Don't let him. Like audioaunderdog said, you might want to read job, Satan tested Job so much, to the extent that he lost his family and wished he had never been born. Satan couldn't get the best of him, Job pulled through, just hold on, pray, God has something in store for you. I'm praying for you.
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I've heard a lot about you from my CoG clannies, and I've been praying for you. I'm sorry you hurt so bad. If it were in my power to do so, I'd take that pain away from you right now, but I can't. All I can do is pray for you ... and I'll continue to do so.
Don't let Satan win. Don't let him even think he's going to win. He wants to defeat you .... he's scared to death of you. You know why he's scared of you? He's scared because he knows that God has something wonderful planned for your life.
I can't tell you I know how you feel exactly ... but I know how it feels to be constantly at war with Satan. It hurts, and it's frightening. The only way I've gotten through all the trials he's put me through is God, and the people I care about.
I care about you and what happens to you, even though I don't know you. I'd like to get to know you. I want to help you wage this war, and win.
Philippians 4:13 says "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Matthew 18:20 says "Where two or more are gathered in my name, there I am with them."
We are all gathered in prayer for you.
If you want to visit the }CoG{ forums as well as these forums, you can go to www.cog.cc. There is a girls only section there, if you want to speak about this privately... Otherwise, you're free to speak there as well.
My name is }CoG{Night aka Nightwolf.
-Wolf
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Fighting this fight is not going to be an easy one. You are not alone, though. We, for one, are here for you. I've given you my email, others have done likewise. If you ever need anything, need to talk to someone, feel the need to vent to someone (I can certainly understand that feeling) come to one of us. We are here.
I would also urge you to go to a pastor and talk about this. While talking to us will help, and we are more than happy to help, such real human contact will be good for you. Even if your not comfortable with the pastor at your own church...Talking with someone one-on-one will help you see things from a new perspective.
We're here for you, and praying for, and you are in our daily thoughts. Trust that things will turn around. This is a time of trial, a difficult time. I understand that. Be strong. Carry on. God is on your side-ask him for his strength. He won't let you down.
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I haven't forgotten about you broken, you've been in my prayers.
-Still Praying-
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NOOOOO!

Hey Broken. What's your name?
I'm really sorry for you. Look, try to stay with us. We're here to help you. Post more and maybe we can fix some things one step at a time.
Don't cut yourself. Remember,

your body is a temple of God.

Just remember that everytime you feel like cutting yourself.
I hope all your wounds, emotionally, spiritually, and physically, will heal.

Hey, do you have AIM or anything?
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Originally Posted by rkfan4 he's right. everything he said about god is true. just praying instead of cutting yourself can work but to be honest, it doesnt always. as i said before you might want to tell soemone about htis. they can help you. you can get over this with god's and someone else's help. Yes, talk to someone. But try and talk to a strong Christian if you can. We're all praying for you.