Question:
Hey everone. I have a several problems that I am embarrassed over, so I signed in as a guest to talk about them.
About three years ago I had the insperation that girls are different than guys. So I started in to, not porn, but watching my sister. I guess you could call me a peeping tom. A year after that, I was hooked on porn. I year after that, hooked on masturbation. I have asked God so many times to forgive me, yet there are a lot of times I don't feel like he has (even I know I am.). I started to get out of it because I am now being apart of our church worship team, but it keeps attacking me. Actually, I tried to get out of it because 1.) It is morally and discustingly wrong, 2.) I am trying to stay pure for this person I believe God has for me, 3.) There is a youth event coming up in Philly called Battle Cry that I am going to and I want to hear from God about some questions I have. Would you people mind praying for me. I can't stand all of this.
Answer:
I'll be praying for you. Someone I love very much was addicted to porn, and i've seen how that can tear a person apart spirtually and emotionally. You need prayer, and it is an honor for me to be able to pray for you.
~Samantha